When? Where? What? Why? Who?

When will I hear from the nursing schools? Where willI be next semester? What should I be doing? Why do I feel pressure from society to know my schedule? Who truly cares when I hear, where I go, what I will be doing? I don't know any of these answers but I do know the tone of voice that comforts me when I have all of these feelings, thoughts, desires, and curiousities. I am trying with all of my being to trust fully in God for these answers and i know that I only will get these answers by waiting, patiently. I am not worthless. I am not a failure just because I haven't been accepted. Trust! I will trust. Even when I am still confused I will know that I can trust in Him and see the outcome in the future looking back and worshipping and thanking God for his hand in my life.