Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Made Beautiful



Sitting here on my kitchen table looking at the beautiful creation of roses. I am amazed by what God does and how He creates such beautiful things. I in the mean time am also listening to a message about Fear of Man from the village church. Whats awesome is that as I am listening to these words spoken by the speaker I am feeling guilt. For we as humans are drawn to seek the approval of man. We have the Fear of being less or of being inadequate. But the truth sets us free when we find out that we are accepted by God, we are a daughter of Christ, God wants us to be who He has created us to be not what we can create ourselves to look like. The struggle is when I feel like God has brought me to Nursing School, it is His Hand that got me here- NOT me. Why do I let my school grades, or my feelings rule or even give them power when the greatest power brought me here. The Power that does all things for my good. (Of course, my good meaning what God desires in my life.)This to me is what god has been working on in my life as well as others. Are you truly living for Christ completely? Without any personal gain or praise? God is good. He reigns over all our lives but only some actually let Him reign their life. Grateful for His Grace. Grateful for His Love.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Hard to Follow....


Well my last post is hard to follow. Furthermore, I must say that there is beauty within what God is speaking to my heart. I have been so overwhelmed with how amazing God is. I see Him everywhere. I have been amazed to see Him more in my relationship with Graham more than ever before. I know that the commitment that I have made with gray has brought me closer to the Lord and closer to Gray as well. I am amazed of how a man can love and show a woman such love without being in person. I guess I am bragging about what God is doing in my mans life and I getting to see the beauty in it. I see gray grow everyday; in the way he speaks to me, the way he flirts with me, the way he looks at me. It makes me fall deeper in love with him but also with God cause I know that deep down I wouldn't have a single piece of this life that i am living without God giving it to me. This is a short one but I know that deep down my heart is beyond happy, over flowing with love and happiness. So Praise the Lord for it is he who gives us the ability to produce wealth (and have such amazing things- like love).